machnhakechuyen. Hôm đó anh quay lại...

#machnhakechuyen

Hôm đó anh quay lại

bảo là hết yêu rồi.

Cũng chẳng còn nhẫn nại

để cố mà thương tôi.

Gợn nhẹ trong lòng êm,

có một con sóng nhỏ

nhưng chẳng buồn hỏi thêm

sợ khiến lòng không nỡ.

Xếp mảnh tình ngay ngắn

tôi cất lại vào rương

Vuốt kỉ niệm vuông vắn

như một thói bình thường.

Nhẹ nhàng như làn gió

Dịu dàng như bờ môi

Nhưng chàng không còn đó

Và em cũng đi rồi.

I JUST CALL TO SAY...

"Hello...I hope I didn't destroy your good night. 

I hope you won't get me wrong or didn't conclude it was such a waste of time, at least. I apology for making you feel cold. I don't mean to push you far away even though that seems like the best explanation for everything that happened.

I am on my way growing up. And I confused a lot, so much more than anyone I've known, sensed and felt. I hope I was hypersensitive, believe me. Unfortunately, I got right so many damn times. My insecurity and intimacy issues will make you feel unsafe and wasted if you want to treat me right. I will never show to the world the real me and you are not an exception. But it doesn't mean you are not something special to me. 

I hoped man are coming for me for my kindness, sweetness and my thoughts. Some of them come for the fit condition in their imaginary, they want to settle down and they saw me as a quite safe and good choice. Some come for the outlook, and they used a bunch of good words to treasure the dumb me. Some come for somethings inside me. They were nice guys at first. Not too long after that, I realized they are not love me. They were there, without taking it serious or appreciation when I carefully showed them my weakness. They looked in the pool of my mindset, my thoughts, my feelings, my past, my wishes for future. It was all looks. No real listening, no understanding, no sympathy, no consolation. They are the explorers. To them, I was just an interesting adventure so they can dig into their soul more and more, by using mine. 

I was loved, so I knew accurately how it is when someone really love you with their hearts. I experienced the sincerity, loyalty, devotion and sacrifice. Good things came soon, may not good after all. The tastes of good memories would haunt you so many years. 

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